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Maryam
22 November 2009 @ 02:58 am
a friend asked who am i celebrating my birthday with.
hmm.. for me to know k ;D
a more accurate question will , what am i getting for my birthday.. haha.

i wanna get a new hp - because my contract with M1 ends on the day itself (woooohoo!), and i wanna change service provider...
still looking at which type of phoneee. heh.
and and andddddd.. i'm planning to get this, or shd i get this one - with me parents contribution. =D
haha, my family's like this: we get to choose our own present. so yayy for that.

and no, i am not too early in thinking of what to get since my birthday will be in the busy period where i have to submit project(s), examination and so forth. =|
just thinking about it makes me goes like this :(

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5 nights in a row.
does it signifies anything?

i am not ready, to say goodbye. but i must.

again and again and again.
and i hate power struggle. always have, always will.

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the parents gg malacca tmr.
wishing that i could follow, but my icas are waiting to be completed..

i wanna eat at eighteen chef again. the food is so, so nice!.. this coming weekend, perhaps?
 
 

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Maryam
16 November 2009 @ 10:07 pm
I just woke up from sleep, since ah.. I got back from school few hours back. go figure eh?
and I don't exactly feel fresh. more of irritated, head spinning & too many questions unanswered.
and I think its gonna be one of those sleepless nights again.. haiyo.. :S

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One of the questions that has been on my mind lately is that, I know the rules. I know the situation.. But I dunno how to proceed. Hell, I am reluctant to do it.

I feel sad for me. At least, the others may not know of it. I mean, i don't know... But what I do know is that I don't wanna know it.
This is the case of having too much knowledge. Or maybe, the rules.
And I am confusing myself again. Why is that not a surprise?

Oh wait, no. I am already confused.

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
What I want to do now is to shout out my frustations. Or maybe run it out.
 
 
Maryam
13 November 2009 @ 12:22 am
school's awesome because... of the awesome balloon! haha.
it's for my cca's event publicity, and it seems to be working out nice.

aside than that, the workload is not so. having a presentation tmr morning and still haven't finished the last few slides. no worries, will continue after posting this up. hehehehee~

see what i meant by this:



is it just me, or school's getting much more stressful by the weeks. HAI.

or maybe just the added responsibilities.
hmm..
and and and...
oh wells. i miss .........................................
maybe this feeling will last. or maybe it won't. i dunno.. coz everything seems so.. unclear lately.
bit by bit i am taking the next steps. so what's next?
just let it be gone or continue?



k gotta run & finish my slides. i think im gonna bring laptop to school for friday since i've got 3 hours break. ^^ maybe.. or i just have a nap in school hahaha.
byee.

 
 
Maryam
09 November 2009 @ 01:10 am
sick. but nvm, hahaha. coz i need to focusssssssssss. right now. na'uh.
did nothing interesting unless you count cleaning the house, sleep, study & doing slides counts as one.
i wanted to go out but my body doesn't allow me. it bloody rebels on me, making me feel dizzy like no one's business. =(

let's talk about something else, like my upcoming birthdayyy. haha. i know, still 3 months to go but who cares - i don't. haha.

and i don't know what i wanna get for my birthday. hmm..
okay, what i do know is that:

i can get a new phone for my birthday.. yay!
coz my contract finishes on that day.. and i wanna change to singtel line.. =D

what else, what else?
hmm..

i really shd organize my thoughts and post everything up again. hahaha.
and i hv done only half of my presentation for fri. hai.

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and as a part of experiment, i decided to off my phone coz i was sick and i wish to be uncontactable and i couldn't speak on the phone coz i lost my voice...
so yeah, i switched it off.
haha.

and i have still yet to reply to messages.
erghh. probably tmr, seeing that i am very lazy to type and prefer to talk on the phone. hahaha. prolly why i almost always will call back the person if he/she msges me.
and i dunno why. and shouldn't have done it, really. coz ard 20 msges came in when i switched it on earlier in the evening.. -_-. or maybe more, haha i nvr count le.

i dread studying for madev. really. i don't understand T_T.
 
 

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Maryam
06 November 2009 @ 10:51 am
Just when things gettin' interesting, I. Get. Sick. Got the virus from my dear nephew....
And no, I am not a happy camper at all. Why now whyyyyyy.. :(
Because.... Fever, checked..
Head's feeling like its about to burst, checked!
Blocked nose, checked!
And losing my voice tops it all. Awesome right? NOT.
Its been 3 days and no sign of it lessening.. hai.

I need to study. do presentation slides. more. tutorials.
I mean, I have my weekend planned alr. =(
so how now?

Wed/Yest was also the ne seminar. very possible that its my last formal duty im doing in ateam. hahaha. gonna miss those times in formal, lols. or maybe not. :)

Now gotta study & concentrate on surviving the next 3 months. heh.