a friend asked who am i celebrating my birthday with.
hmm.. for me to know k ;D
a more accurate question will , what am i getting for my birthday.. haha.

i wanna get a new hp - because my contract with M1 ends on the day itself (woooohoo!), and i wanna change service provider...
still looking at which type of phoneee. heh.
and and andddddd.. i'm planning to get this, or shd i get this one - with me parents contribution. =D
haha, my family's like this: we get to choose our own present. so yayy for that.

and no, i am not too early in thinking of what to get since my birthday will be in the busy period where i have to submit project(s), examination and so forth. =|
just thinking about it makes me goes like this :(

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5 nights in a row.
does it signifies anything?

i am not ready, to say goodbye. but i must.

again and again and again.
and i hate power struggle. always have, always will.

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the parents gg malacca tmr.
wishing that i could follow, but my icas are waiting to be completed..

i wanna eat at eighteen chef again. the food is so, so nice!.. this coming weekend, perhaps?

I just woke up from sleep, since ah.. I got back from school few hours back. go figure eh?
and I don't exactly feel fresh. more of irritated, head spinning & too many questions unanswered.
and I think its gonna be one of those sleepless nights again.. haiyo.. :S

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One of the questions that has been on my mind lately is that, I know the rules. I know the situation.. But I dunno how to proceed. Hell, I am reluctant to do it.

I feel sad for me. At least, the others may not know of it. I mean, i don't know... But what I do know is that I don't wanna know it.
This is the case of having too much knowledge. Or maybe, the rules.
And I am confusing myself again. Why is that not a surprise?

Oh wait, no. I am already confused.

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
What I want to do now is to shout out my frustations. Or maybe run it out.

school's awesome because... of the awesome balloon! haha.
it's for my cca's event publicity, and it seems to be working out nice.

aside than that, the workload is not so. having a presentation tmr morning and still haven't finished the last few slides. no worries, will continue after posting this up. hehehehee~

see what i meant by this:



is it just me, or school's getting much more stressful by the weeks. HAI.

or maybe just the added responsibilities.
hmm..
and and and...
oh wells. i miss .........................................
maybe this feeling will last. or maybe it won't. i dunno.. coz everything seems so.. unclear lately.
bit by bit i am taking the next steps. so what's next?
just let it be gone or continue?



k gotta run & finish my slides. i think im gonna bring laptop to school for friday since i've got 3 hours break. ^^ maybe.. or i just have a nap in school hahaha.
byee.

sick. but nvm, hahaha. coz i need to focusssssssssss. right now. na'uh.
did nothing interesting unless you count cleaning the house, sleep, study & doing slides counts as one.
i wanted to go out but my body doesn't allow me. it bloody rebels on me, making me feel dizzy like no one's business. =(

let's talk about something else, like my upcoming birthdayyy. haha. i know, still 3 months to go but who cares - i don't. haha.

and i don't know what i wanna get for my birthday. hmm..
okay, what i do know is that:

i can get a new phone for my birthday.. yay!
coz my contract finishes on that day.. and i wanna change to singtel line.. =D

what else, what else?
hmm..

i really shd organize my thoughts and post everything up again. hahaha.
and i hv done only half of my presentation for fri. hai.

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and as a part of experiment, i decided to off my phone coz i was sick and i wish to be uncontactable and i couldn't speak on the phone coz i lost my voice...
so yeah, i switched it off.
haha.

and i have still yet to reply to messages.
erghh. probably tmr, seeing that i am very lazy to type and prefer to talk on the phone. hahaha. prolly why i almost always will call back the person if he/she msges me.
and i dunno why. and shouldn't have done it, really. coz ard 20 msges came in when i switched it on earlier in the evening.. -_-. or maybe more, haha i nvr count le.

i dread studying for madev. really. i don't understand T_T.

Just when things gettin' interesting, I. Get. Sick. Got the virus from my dear nephew....
And no, I am not a happy camper at all. Why now whyyyyyy.. :(
Because.... Fever, checked..
Head's feeling like its about to burst, checked!
Blocked nose, checked!
And losing my voice tops it all. Awesome right? NOT.
Its been 3 days and no sign of it lessening.. hai.

I need to study. do presentation slides. more. tutorials.
I mean, I have my weekend planned alr. =(
so how now?

Wed/Yest was also the ne seminar. very possible that its my last formal duty im doing in ateam. hahaha. gonna miss those times in formal, lols. or maybe not. :)

Now gotta study & concentrate on surviving the next 3 months. heh.